Late night- can't sleep .

rawr~ i can't sleep. to many things are clouding my mind. i haven't posted in a while because things have gone smoothly for a long time...until now. grr... yes. elementary school is FINALLY over! and yes, im finally heading for middle school. ONE thing that clouds my mind. there are PLENTY to worry about. like, how am i getting to school? What if one of my closest friends get into some drama and expect me to back them out? How am i going to survive when two of my closest friends by my side? What if I get into drama? what if, what if, what if!. anyway, shall i head to my next concern? Well anyway, a few of my friends are having a few troubles. So of course i'm thinking of ways to make them feel better. but of course i can't think of anything! i feel like such a bad friend. I can't even do the simplest thing, cheering them up! Sometimes, i think i should just crawl into a hole. That way. i won't HAVE to do anything. sigh, my only escape, is my art. but i still think of them! hopefully, i'll think of a full-proof [lan to make them happy again. if they won't smile, i won't either. Last, but the most trouble-some thing that hovers my brain. this heartbroken feel. i cannot escape it! even though no one has hurt, i can't decide on how i feel. i'm just soo confused. yes, he is a great guy by why do i feel different about him then before? i have no idea. maybe you can answer that FOR ME. i still need to figure it out myself. why is he not making me feel the same way. why do i think of another more now? gahh. this is so frustrating. i must bid thee good-bye. before i ramble lol.

-yumi.kune. "lyrics, beats, sound, make my world go round <3"